HEY SHAFIZAH!! HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY!! :D ENJOY BEING 15 OKAY? :P AND MAY YOUR WISHES COME TRUE!
Sorry for that time (oh yes girl, you know what I'm talking about) the recent one and other times when I was.. a little mean and offensive. Sometimes I really just want to start a conversation with you guys so I just said some crap that make you guys hurt. How stupid and ignorant of me. I'm truly sorry for my past actions. And I won't repeat them. I pinky promise :)
It really didn't come to my mind that you guys will be so disturbed by it. I'm really starting to question myself every single day. And now, I will think before I act. And I hope that these little quarrels won't drift our friendship further, but has brought it closer.
ANYWAYS, HOPE YOU ENJOYED THE LUNCH @ SEOUL GARDEN WITH BAHJAH, FARIZAH, LETITIA, HAZIQ, CLARENCE AND ME! :D It's a memory I will never forget -because of an egg ;)-
I love you ♥ 사랑해 ♥ xoxo
Friday, September 21, 2012
Wednesday, September 12, 2012
Tired
I'm so tired. So tired of every single thing. Tired of hiding away from my crush. Tired of studying. Tired of deprived sleep. Tired of being so tired.
Firstly, about my crush. I always have that feeling to tell him that I like him. But at the same time, i'm really afraid of being rejected. (Because it isn't the first. It has been many times.) And every single time without fail, my crush would give false hopes. I really hate it when it is just temporary. It's a dream i've always been waiting to come true.
Secondly, there really isn't much time for me to study everyday. Thanks to my procrastination and laziness. And it's about 18 more days. And I haven't really started to seriously revise.
Thirdly, thanks to the piles of homework that never stops decreasing, i have to sleep at midnight. And wake up as early as 5:45am in the morning. And there's really barely any time for me to revise.
I'm just so tired of everything. Maybe i'm a little too stressed up and everything right now. I wouldn't be so worried and yeah. I hope I will settle down and everything after a while.
Goodnight! xx
Firstly, about my crush. I always have that feeling to tell him that I like him. But at the same time, i'm really afraid of being rejected. (Because it isn't the first. It has been many times.) And every single time without fail, my crush would give false hopes. I really hate it when it is just temporary. It's a dream i've always been waiting to come true.
Secondly, there really isn't much time for me to study everyday. Thanks to my procrastination and laziness. And it's about 18 more days. And I haven't really started to seriously revise.
Thirdly, thanks to the piles of homework that never stops decreasing, i have to sleep at midnight. And wake up as early as 5:45am in the morning. And there's really barely any time for me to revise.
I'm just so tired of everything. Maybe i'm a little too stressed up and everything right now. I wouldn't be so worried and yeah. I hope I will settle down and everything after a while.
Goodnight! xx
Monday, September 10, 2012
Stressed
It's exactly 3 weeks to the End of Year Examinations. I REALLY FEEL SO STRESSED. I wanted to cry so that I could feel better. Everything is just so.. IDK. Like there's so many damn things to study. I know next year it'll be worse. So I gotta buck up now. Maybe i'm setting my expectations too high or something. Maybe that's the reason why I feel so stressed. Or maybe because everyone's so competitive. That's society. I should really be hardworking, stop being so lazy and procrastinating already huh? I WILL DO MY BEST TO LIVE UP TO MY EXPECTATIONS :D HAHAHAHA
Sunday, September 9, 2012
Reality
Ah damn. Holidays are over. :( Reality starts again tomorrow. Kind of happy that I can see my friends and I can control my diet but kind of worried cause this means that exams are much closer now. And i've been slacking so much during the one week holiday! So unproductive. :( keep procrastinating and so lazy. Gotta change this attitude >:( YES! HAHA.
Thursday, September 6, 2012
People nowadays
Hey guys! :D
So recently, I heard that my friend kenna Stomped. And guess what reason for being Stomped? HE RAN IN THE RAIN. That's it. Really cannot stand that Stomper. Have you got really nothing better to do? Seriously -.- don't say me okay. But I think everyone will agree me on this that Stomping my friend just for running under the rain is pretty lame. I mean. Of course we should be adventurous and explore new things right? Sometimes we might be a little crazy but hey, we only live once. YOLO! Sure we would try out stuffs that we have never done.
Oh well. Nothing can be done anyway. That's all from me today :) Toodles!
So recently, I heard that my friend kenna Stomped. And guess what reason for being Stomped? HE RAN IN THE RAIN. That's it. Really cannot stand that Stomper. Have you got really nothing better to do? Seriously -.- don't say me okay. But I think everyone will agree me on this that Stomping my friend just for running under the rain is pretty lame. I mean. Of course we should be adventurous and explore new things right? Sometimes we might be a little crazy but hey, we only live once. YOLO! Sure we would try out stuffs that we have never done.
Oh well. Nothing can be done anyway. That's all from me today :) Toodles!
Tuesday, September 4, 2012
Being a "detective"
Hi guys!
So, I have been attending this Advanced Elective Module (AEM) course since yesterday, which is "Application of Science in Forensics". It's really interesting actually, like learning all the cool stuffs like Crime Scene Investigation(CSI) and how we look for evidences and things like that. But it's so tedious because it starts from 8am-5pm. EVERYDAY. Until Friday. *sigh* I hope I can go on. HAHA. And there's a test for it. *LIKE OMG* And we also have to do a presentation on a case study. And the worst thing is, it will be recorded T.T
Theory wise, honestly, I got no idea what the lecturer is talking about. Is so.. DIFFICULT TO UNDERSTAND. Because mostly it's more of Biology, all the DNA and RNA stuff and I'm a Physics student, which is the majority of the class. But, kinda really happy to gain this knowledge cause at least I'm a little exposed to the Biology world. So I won't feel so ignorant in front of my Biology friends :P
Everyone looks forward to practical. Because, well, we are students. We obviously prefer to do hands-on activities rather than doing theory for like the whole 8 hours right? We will probably bore to death. But the practical yesterday wasn't really interesting as we had did it before several times already. Yes, I'm referring to titration. But the burette looked different from what we have been using in our school. AND THE LABORATORY IS AIR-CONDITIONED :O LOVE the equipements and the air-conditioned lab :D
Today we did chromatography. Had a shark's meat as a fish sample. And we were suppose to determine what kind of proteins was present in the shark's meat. We used 200 voltage to pass through that gel thingie(dont really know what's that called) and the dye that had 10 chemicals inside and it's really costly. Merely 50ml of it costs $700! The dye separated into 10 colours and it was very pretty :>
Sorry for the lengthy post :( see ya! :D
So, I have been attending this Advanced Elective Module (AEM) course since yesterday, which is "Application of Science in Forensics". It's really interesting actually, like learning all the cool stuffs like Crime Scene Investigation(CSI) and how we look for evidences and things like that. But it's so tedious because it starts from 8am-5pm. EVERYDAY. Until Friday. *sigh* I hope I can go on. HAHA. And there's a test for it. *LIKE OMG* And we also have to do a presentation on a case study. And the worst thing is, it will be recorded T.T
Theory wise, honestly, I got no idea what the lecturer is talking about. Is so.. DIFFICULT TO UNDERSTAND. Because mostly it's more of Biology, all the DNA and RNA stuff and I'm a Physics student, which is the majority of the class. But, kinda really happy to gain this knowledge cause at least I'm a little exposed to the Biology world. So I won't feel so ignorant in front of my Biology friends :P
Everyone looks forward to practical. Because, well, we are students. We obviously prefer to do hands-on activities rather than doing theory for like the whole 8 hours right? We will probably bore to death. But the practical yesterday wasn't really interesting as we had did it before several times already. Yes, I'm referring to titration. But the burette looked different from what we have been using in our school. AND THE LABORATORY IS AIR-CONDITIONED :O LOVE the equipements and the air-conditioned lab :D
Today we did chromatography. Had a shark's meat as a fish sample. And we were suppose to determine what kind of proteins was present in the shark's meat. We used 200 voltage to pass through that gel thingie(dont really know what's that called) and the dye that had 10 chemicals inside and it's really costly. Merely 50ml of it costs $700! The dye separated into 10 colours and it was very pretty :>
Sorry for the lengthy post :( see ya! :D
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